Transformation

When I remember and look in the past I didn’t like who I was I was ugly and crass.

Day by day I would wander and try to find peace but found ugliness that just had not ceased.

Seems like a lifetime a caterpillar I’ve been never thought transformation was something I’d win.

Three years ago I did something that just AIN’T my STYLE, I got stripped of everything my sanity, integrity,even my dignity-but forged on all the while.

I thought I’d never be freefrom the pain and right then I knew that I had to CHANGE. This cruel world is ugly and doesn’t play games. When I looked at my heart it was cut up in shreds how many days did I think I’d be better off dead?

My soul was just empty and the pain never ceased. I fell on my face for I lost all my grace to my beast. I crawled and I scratched and I prayed for my LIFE. I cried right out loud “Please one more chance I swear I’ll do right!”

During those months I learned quite the LESSON...

If you do right you’ll get served with plentiful blessings.

Although I’m not perfect I try really hard to be the best person I know it’s a start.

What I learned from that journey life’s full of dark paths you don’t always go right sometimes we win and sometimes we fight.

Everyday there’s changes in our spirits our souls so let’s float like butterflies that never get old there’s a beautiful one in everyone keep fighting.... Keep TRYING
Till the old and new you are ONE.